I have my reasons for respecting Austin, same for you. But none of the reasons I have respect for you, have to do with your green abilities.
If I'm pushing an envelope, I expect Austin to have pm'd me or called me out, same for any emotionally/ financially invested member.
Hell, I find Austin & Co hilarious when changing names/sigs/ locations, and do feel bad somehow my name is the reason Austin limited the characters. Evidenced by my location and short lived 2 usernames. That was gold I thought.
Get some sleep, layoff a bit, people that know, know. Those that don't, won't.