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Steve300xcw said:
how many pallets of sack-crete have you bought so far?:laughing:
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zero
I've gone through a few yards of washed sand and 3/4 stone, two or three pallets of portland that I got for retarded cheap (iirc $125 a pallet)
but now I need to buy more cement and that's gonna hurt unless I can find some cheap again

quick napkin math says 9-12 yards I've mixed so far, and 10 delivered premixed for the two floor pours
 
JR4X said:
A cement bunker would be pretty cool.
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All it does is remind me of how much effort I've wasted.

Think about it, what purpose does it serve?
anyone that wants in will still get in, and anyone who does will get away with it with no recourse at all
while if I stop someone from treating my property as their own I'm the one that loses everything I've built
 
good luck man. looking forward to another stupid decision thread

sorry I didn't start one for everyone ~7 years ago when I bought my 1958 place that we redid ourselves. woulda been plenty of times to call me an idiot
 
ProjectTwin said:
I've tried for years. Went to a therapist about what I'm dealing with. She told me I needed to get out and actually quit seeing me because I wasn't moving fast enough.
I may start a thread on the building if I get it, but I don't want to be negative with what's going on in the personal life and dump it all on the internet.
But I will give two words for context - covert narcissism.
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Sounds like my gut wasnt far off. Good luck man, watch out for yourself. I think (and I would wager many here also) that you're an asset to this community and as such...if you need anything just reach out.

<hijack off> sorry [hortonksprefixguy]
 
[486] said:
All it does is remind me of how much effort I've wasted.

Think about it, what purpose does it serve?
anyone that wants in will still get in, and anyone who does will get away with it with no recourse at all
while if I stop someone from treating my property as their own I'm the one that loses everything I've built
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I’m bummed for you that you feel that way. I think the only waste would be if you stopped now and didn’t get to enjoy it completed.
 
[486] said:
I don't understand the suicidal fixation with being less than the most important person in your own life.
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There's a fine line between being the most important person in your own live and being a sociopath. :laughing:


[486] said:
Retard sjw types keep pushing it under different names.
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"happy wife happy life"

Horseshoe theory is a bitch like that.
 
ProjectTwin said:
When I knew rain was coming and I headed back I walked up the driveway, she came out, and said "Oh, you're back." Didn't act like anyone that was actually concerned/worried. No hug, "glad you're safe", nothing.
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how dare you unknowingly stymie her attention seeking
what are you some kind of main character syndrome male phenotype, did you even consider what the neighbors would think?

Fuck I'm just tired of artificial society being put above natural association.
 
ProjectTwin said:
I was at that point three times between 2019 and 2022. Feb 2nd, 2022 I finally had to get out of the house, told her she'd had me at that point (suicide) in the past and would never let her get me there again, but I just needed time to myself. Told her that most people turn to family when stressed, but if the stress is at home I needed some alone time. I left on foot and hit the woods for some peace and quiet. She called the police and reported me missing. Called my family and friends and told them all she was worried about me because of my state of mind when I left. My state of mind when I left was that I'd never let her drive me to the point of wanting to hurt myself again and that I needed some time alone.

Still, she made sure to contact the police, report me missing and play the part of the concerned wife while painting me as being in a mentally unstable state when I left. :shaking:

My local friends all knew she was full of it when she tried to contact them, but my family (out of state) was upset, panicked, and worried. All because she wanted to play the part. When I knew rain was coming and I headed back I walked up the driveway, she came out, and said "Oh, you're back." Didn't act like anyone that was actually concerned/worried. No hug, "glad you're safe", nothing.

The local news station still has the missing person article on their website.



The hardest part is finally getting to the point that you realize there's no fixing things because you're the only one trying...and the realization that you've spent wasted years in an attempt to regain something that hindsight shows you never really had.
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Sorry man. It's a tough realization. That's a tough place to arrive at. I've been there and coming out the other side better. If you need anything, just reach out.
 
ProjectTwin said:
The hardest part is finally getting to the point that you realize there's no fixing things because you're the only one trying...and the realization that you've spent wasted years in an attempt to regain something that hindsight shows you never really had.
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if you want to make this shit private I'll toss you a skull.

can a mod bill me for a skull and hook up ptguy?
 
tp doesn't hide anything, just another nonexistent barrier which only provides an entirely illusory perception of privacy
 
xr-nut said:
if you want to make this shit private I'll toss you a skull.

can a mod bill me for a skull and hook up ptguy?
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I thought I had one. I saw a charge pop up a while back on an auto-renew thing.

Maybe it was the old place. :homer:

EDIT: Nope. This place.

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[486] said:
tp doesn't hide anything, just another nonexistent barrier which only provides an entirely illusory perception of privacy
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No, The big players already know everything about you, regardless of what you have or haven't penned, so It's nice to vent.

Just finished the whole thread.
Dam, that's dedication. You got it bud, an hour or so a day or week. That's all it takes. :smokin:
 
When covert narcissism isn't so covert.


xr-nut said:
if you want to make this shit private I'll toss you a skull.

can a mod bill me for a skull and hook up ptguy?
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Can't, but you can purchse one by clicking on the username and then selecting 'gift' ...

edit; scratch that, the button is gone... let me look into it.
 
trampas said:
When covert narcissism isn't so covert.




Can't, but you can purchse one by clicking on the username and then selecting 'gift' ...

edit; scratch that, the button is gone... let me look into it.
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no need to look into that aspect of it, look at his post. he already paid for it and does not have it. thanks mang :beer:
 
xr-nut said:
<hijack off> sorry [hortonksprefixguy]
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Explain your reference, animal.

There are no derails here, because there are no rails.
I probably have more deleted posts in the meme thread than anyone else here.
 
arse_sidewards said:
You don't fear algorithms and databases enough if you think it's just an illusion. Not being indexed for perpetuity counts for a lot.
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Then it gets put into public view for a few hours and is permanently databased, like it did on VS pbb
 
subybaja said:
Or maybe the idea that Feds/exes/lawyers have $20 too.
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that too

they're already spending your money to fuck you, when there's no economic demand for something that continues to grow, then how can economic pressures be used to curtail its growth?
There was already negative demand for its services to begin with.
 
[486] said:
Then it gets put into public view for a few hours and is permanently databased, like it did on VS pbb
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Trivial paywall absolutely will make a huge difference if your goal is to be orders of magnitude less likely to get caught in the dragnet than the guy doing the same thing in public.

"On the internet for a day" is still WAAAY less surface area than publicly indexable. Shit drops off real quick if it's not being actively duplicated. Go look through any of the CL threads and try and find copies of the linked ads that are long gone. Not always easy.

Yes, theoretically the NSA is archiving anything that's around even for a second but they're not gonna let low level dicks at the ATF use that shit for finding dudes who have guns and talk about weed or other low hanging fruit shit because if they let every beat cop do that shit there's be public uproar

If you're targeted specifically nothing will save you so it's not worth worrying about.
 
subybaja said:
Except shutting your yap to begin with...
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It's the feds we're talking about here. If they decide you fit some profile of some kind of person you're looking to fuck and decide they're gonna invest the effort in fucking you then you're fucked. It's just a question of what charges stick at that point.

The only prayer you have is being so easy for the general public to sympathize and identify with that it becomes politically untenable to prosecute you and the odds of that for anyone here are basically zero. White men don't get public sympathy these days. And regardless, your life is still probably ruined.
 
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