This was going to happen no matter what. I hope it makes the family both happy and proud of the accomplishment. I always had sour grapes that she started in front of me at KOH by her self. She was placed there for publicity and got to start alone with out someone next to her, I was pissed that morning. Everyone was pushed back a spot for the female celebrity. Looking back, it was just racing emotions, which are much different than normal emotions. Who cares and it didn't really matter, I couldn't really compete for a top spot anyway. I was not being realistic.