^^^that's the feeling I couldn't figure out how to articulate
Never gives out, just feels like it might.
I know I "should" see a doc, just like I should see one about my shoulders (likely fucked up rotators), but I'm currently swamped at work with 3 projects that have converged at once and I'm "the guy" who seems to be the only one capable of handling them. This is why I don't want to take the time off, I'm pretty sure I know where this is eventually headed. I figure anything can be fixed now, right?